Entries for October, 2005

Entities going beyond mere physicality
In search of an existence close enough
To the pinnacle of transcendence
Yet never quite reaching the summit
Never truly being whole
Yet never ever incomplete.

Trapped in and endless waltz of emotion –
Addicted,
Blissful,
Unbearably confused.

This is a life unprecedented yet accepted.

A connection of limits.

A plethora of words and actions.

Still, amidst all else,

Challenges,
Frustrations,
Everything the world has thrown,

There is still you,
Me,

And all involved.

Doing what they have always done.
Currently listening to: R&B
Currently reading: Friedrich Nietzche
Currently watching: what evers on
Currently feeling: working
Posted by yabs on October 26, 2005 at 07:57 AM | Comments
i lost by default
i am the designated scape goat
never ever won
but never ever really lost

the target for ridicule
the object of hate
the man that has always been
tempted by fate

a statistic
a cliche
always lost
yet never astray

i knew from the start
that i could never win
but if trying is my crime
then let me sin.

Posted by yabs on October 26, 2005 at 08:06 AM | Comments
....bigla siyang sumigaw... galit man ang kanyang puso, ang kaluluwa niya ay umiiyak. Bakat sa kanyang mukha ang matinding kawalan. Ang iwan ng katauhan... kalimutan ng tadhana. Ano nga ba naman ang kahahantungan ng kahit sino na makaranas ng kanyang kalbaryo. Ako ma'y mistulang nababaliw... naiiyak sa kanyang dinanas. Masakit ang maipit sa misteryo ng buhay na sinusundan ka hanggang sa huling hantungan. Kay hirap makita ng linya sa pagitan ng Pait at Tamis ng buhay. Isang maling yapak lang at ang lahat ay magbabago....
Posted by yabs on October 27, 2005 at 02:00 AM | Comments

nakita ko si Jimbo
hithit-buga sa may Starbucks
Putsa naka porma pa!
galit ako sa kanya...

inggit sa usok na kanyang nilalaro
inggit sa kapeng iniinom nya.
di ko afford e...
ilang Lucky Me! pansit canton din un ano?!

ang gara ng cellphone nya...
ako e naka-pako na sa 6110
ung di na tumutunog
at kung magvibrate e lumulundag-lundag pa

asar ako sa kanya
pero bakit?
dahil mayabang siya?
o dahil wala ako ng mga meron siya?

INGGIT
sabi nga nila...
sama loob ko!

bakit ba naghahanap ako ng problema?
gastos...

di na kailangan,
ngunit masarap,
kasabay man nito
ay matinding hirap.

Currently listening to: My Supervisor Talking
Currently reading: What I'm Typing
Currently watching: My screen and my Supervisor... Wall-eyed ako e!
Currently feeling: Tired
Posted by yabs on October 27, 2005 at 06:38 AM | Comments

Different is the day
when the sun has shone
Bright is the life
that mine has borne

Simple and strong
as the world is wise
Beautiful and majestic
as i can surmise

How plain a being
how austere a sight
how great a child
how awesome her might

She made me kneel
she held my life
She spread her wings
snatched me from strife

So now iam
as i'm supposed to be
As simple, as strong,
as majestic as she...

Currently feeling: thankful
Posted by yabs on October 30, 2005 at 02:17 AM | Comments