Even though I try to smile

when I see what causes me pain

Even if I cry at night

when I remember that you are sad

 

Even when his arms are around you

and its his name your heart calls

I still wish it was I you think of

I still wish I could make you happy

 

As I close my eyes and dream

the impossible still hurts me...

the denial still haunts me...

 

As everyone around me

has love stories to share

All so unique and sweet

All amazing and heartened

 

I find myself hopelessly lost

in stories that are not my own

Lost in emotions

that do not belong to me

 

I stare at a sunrise

as the stars disappear

to make way for the lonely sun.

 

It travels from east to west

alone in its journey...

bound to its solitude...

forever waiting...

 

Failed a million times over

the hours, days and weeks pass

Still alone, still sad, still waiting.

Always wishing...