November 13, 2007
Ramblings 2
Moonlight glows through this empty room as I gaze into the starless sky. A voice inside my head has been screaming, weeping and wailing because of a loss that I refuse to resolve. The cold night air gently blowing... freezing each breath with its ice-cold touch. I bow my head and remember what it is I lost. Realizing that I had not gained anything in this span of time that I could actually lose yet again. Why do I have this extreme sense of loss when in truth it was never mine to lose... There is this unbelievable sadness sitting in my heart that draws me to cry... but I won't. I refuse to be subjected to yet another pain-filled failure yet as fate has placed before me, here I am once more bathing in a misery... still a failure. Bitter and at the same time concerned. Perpetually hoping that God would keep her safe... That she is happy. Waiting for an answer that will never come. Wishes offered to heaven.
Posted by yabs on November 13, 2007 at 03:06 PM | Comments
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