March 7, 2008
Posted
This is posted not in the name of spite or anger. It is posted in honor of a feeling, one that I acknowledge was once mine. Judge if you may but I stand firm and own to what it is I say. It is a mixture of things that apply to myself and others. Because I really meant this back then.
You and your lies are a curse. The hypocrisy in your morals are dwarfed only by your brainless-blind belief in your own one-sided truth. I loathe the evil in your being and the utter absence of your conscience. The way you hurt those who should be loved. The way the value of loyalty is molded into your own sick and hurtful mindset. My hate for what you have become despite the pride you take in your upbringing is second only to my utter distaste in your less than reputable image. Yes I am angry. I am downright outraged. I hope karma strikes you swift and hard... To lob unto your face what you deserve. You keep talking about how God should always be present in your life and your relationships... Well, he is not there for the sole fact that even HE knows the undeniable hypocrisy of your self-fashioned faith... and your self-fashioned redemption. How you justify your actions as a lack of religiosity and even with that knowledge, your actions indicate otherwise. You've used God as a reason, a crutch. You have forgotten that doing no good in the sight of evil is also sinning.
Always the bridesmaid never the Bride? Stupid... So many opportunities have come, all you ever did was waste it for a Visa and a petition to go abroad. Hypocrite... Hypocrite... Hypocrite!!!
I hate you. I hate everything about you. But why, why in God's good graces have I always loved you? When all you know how to do is Constantly lie and be unfaithful? Always attracted to the next nice person in the group. So many names I can call you right now... But I know I don't have to. Because right now, as you're reading this, you can hear the names just rolling out from your head..
So shameful... The woman I love... Who has once again managed to create more than the normal amount of hurtful crap... With her as the center of gravity... Enjoy your crap. I hope you all choke on it. While those you have hurt will be holding grudges... The type that keeps you in hell just because we can't forgive you. Remember this, no matter how good you think you are, if you support or even just stand idly by while those around you do wrong. You are by association, wrong yourself.
You and your lies are a curse. The hypocrisy in your morals are dwarfed only by your brainless-blind belief in your own one-sided truth. I loathe the evil in your being and the utter absence of your conscience. The way you hurt those who should be loved. The way the value of loyalty is molded into your own sick and hurtful mindset. My hate for what you have become despite the pride you take in your upbringing is second only to my utter distaste in your less than reputable image. Yes I am angry. I am downright outraged. I hope karma strikes you swift and hard... To lob unto your face what you deserve. You keep talking about how God should always be present in your life and your relationships... Well, he is not there for the sole fact that even HE knows the undeniable hypocrisy of your self-fashioned faith... and your self-fashioned redemption. How you justify your actions as a lack of religiosity and even with that knowledge, your actions indicate otherwise. You've used God as a reason, a crutch. You have forgotten that doing no good in the sight of evil is also sinning.
Always the bridesmaid never the Bride? Stupid... So many opportunities have come, all you ever did was waste it for a Visa and a petition to go abroad. Hypocrite... Hypocrite... Hypocrite!!!
I hate you. I hate everything about you. But why, why in God's good graces have I always loved you? When all you know how to do is Constantly lie and be unfaithful? Always attracted to the next nice person in the group. So many names I can call you right now... But I know I don't have to. Because right now, as you're reading this, you can hear the names just rolling out from your head..
So shameful... The woman I love... Who has once again managed to create more than the normal amount of hurtful crap... With her as the center of gravity... Enjoy your crap. I hope you all choke on it. While those you have hurt will be holding grudges... The type that keeps you in hell just because we can't forgive you. Remember this, no matter how good you think you are, if you support or even just stand idly by while those around you do wrong. You are by association, wrong yourself.
Posted by yabs on March 7, 2008 at 02:15 PM | 1 Feedback
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