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Here I am once again. Consumed by bitterness and utter confusion. Filled with disappointment and half-hearted hope. Sensing the new changes that once again you dare not admit. Still, whenever I hear the word "love" it reminds me of us. Sadly, when I hear the word "pain" it reminds me of you.

Love
Has struck me down
It made me believe
Once again

Then it dashed my dream
Simply for telling the truth
And wanting answers
To the queries I have long had

I pulled
It pushed
It's me
It has made a fool

Love confused me
To such a agonizing degree
Where it slapped me with the reality
That I was not really content

My heart burnedÄ
As hers was encased in ice
Frozen for an infinity
Yet cold only to me

Stuck once again
In this sick and deviant torture
This torture of romance
This agony of heart and mind

Always fresh
Until it is addressed
Addressed by civilized talking
Not by cowardly fleeing

No excuses
Would come in between
Speak and listen
Let this be the path

Before all I hear about you
I begin to believe
Before your actions
Show me why I shouldn't grieve