You refused to help

Despite my pleading

 

You have become so selfish

A coward and a disappointment

 

No proper apology given to those

Who love you unconditionally

 

Just as long as you are fine

It seems that's all that matters

 

If I could close my world

From you and your curse

 

I would take my family

And save them from you

 

But I can't

I let you root yourself into them

 

And it's impossible to weed you out

They still love you without parallel

 

To uproot you would be

Like killing a part of them - part of me

 

I cannot do that despite my desire

I'll instantly hurt them if I did soÄ

 

So I have no choice but to watch you as you slowly hurt them with your selfish accursed ways. At least it isn't instantaneous and noticeable. Just subtle and self-consuming. I just hope your Godly faith will finally steer you to the right path. The path that isn't one-sided. The one that is not at the expense of others.