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Part Two

(please be reminded that this is a literary work and does not represent the writer's current views or feelings)

(Anger)

Everything led to these turn of events that I am actually glad were opened. Finally exposing this for what it really is... A fraud. Something we put up on a pedestal "pretending" it was very important. In the end one of us faltered and gave-in to weakness. Hiding behind innocence while the other took the fall.

Think about it as you read on. I hope your friends and all concerned read this too. When I think about it, Your question "What if I told you something to help you move on?" Is insulting... My heart is stuck on this pain. Not stuck on you. Yes I love you, but what makes you think I can't move on because of you? This is my decision, my pain... Do you think of yourself that highly? Well you've ruined me so many times and hurt me even more... You left me out there to face the judging eyes of others who think I was the one in sin... Well let me ask you and tell everybody else:

Who cheated several times? Who lied without remorse to my family? Who did not care about right or wrong? Who did not want a deeper commitment? Who went ahead and did everything to get what they wanted, despite the fact it was unjust? Who was an accessory to breaking-up a family? Who will deny these facts knowing full well the truth in them?

Do not think of yourself as the underdog or someone who just wants to be loved. Stop dreaming of romance and a happy ever after. It only happens to good people. People who get stepped on and are not selfish. People who know where to look for romance and strive to achieve a happy ever after without hurting others. Hope you're happy that you once again got what you wanted... At the expense of others. I leave this question before I end this: If you think that what you have now is so perfect and right... If it feels like the best thing for you... Then why did you hide and lie about it?