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Useless to say
What I need to say
Pointless to utter
The only thing
My heart wants to scream

Same topic
Same theme

If the world
Spun the other way
If time and existence
Were both insignificant
Both unimportant

Then and only then
Would I not be a miscreant

All and nobody
Not caring about my pain
None and everybody
Telling me my words
Are all the same

But who in this world
Could I ever blame?

I have been shunned
Always set aside
I know I have no value
Meaning nothing
To anyone

I dare not walk
Dare not run

Losing myself
In thoughts
And finding myself
Only though the comfort
Of wallowing in sorrow

I'm sorry
Yes I truly am,

If all I can write
Is the pain
That has not died
Words of regret
And of soul-searching pride

Things are not so easy
As others may think

Not as simple
Or solved
Within a blink
My heart has been scarred
Brought to the absolute brink

I have nobody
To aid me

Through these trying times
So I remain stuck
Indefinitely in uncertainty