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One after the other
Until I get anebriated

One after the other
Until I forget

Temporary amnesia
From the elixir of forgetfulness

Just to become careless
Just to smile once more

But why am I here
Still unable to forget

Unable to set aside
This deep sense of loss

A complete feeling
Of pure defeat

My heart won't allow
That you fade away

My mind agrees
To my heart's desire

So drink as I may
It does not numb me

It cannot kill
What I do not regret

It is you
That can heal me

It is you
That can quench my thirst

Yet it is you
That I can never have