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If it meant misery
For my entire life...
I would still wish
For your pure happiness

As long as you're happy
I care not for me

Though selflessness
Is a quality I never had
And my strength
Comes from selfish goals

I wish nothing more
Than for you to be okay

I would give up
All that I am
For a trade
Of who you could be

I wish this for your blissful future
With or without me

You want to be alone
This year and beyond
And I respect your desire
As if it were my own

My days are filled with you
And how I should stay away

My world is insignificant
Compared to my hopes for you
Until you need someone
Whether it is I or another

That is my gift to you
And who you want to be

Because I know my inadequacies
In your grand view of things
I have begun to hate myself
Because I am not worthy of you