yabs

I do not know you
At least not completely
I do not know you
But I really want to

You found a spot
In my daily routine
A growing contribution
To all that I do

Your sweet enticing scent
Mildly coats my quarters
Makes me miss you
And your warm embrace

In your absence
The simple thought of you
Brings both anxiety
And complete comfort

I smile
Because I remember you
I am sad
Because I long for you

Yes I am jealous
Not in the way you may think
But in not being in the pleasure
Of your company

My hand feels around
This empty bed
Looking for, Longing for
Your presence

Together in a way
That nobody understands
Beyond the malicious assumptions
That others thrive on

I will remain as such
For it pleases me
It provides me something
To look forward to