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Why is everybody so hurt when they lose someone they

weren't supposed to have in the first place? I've

seen so many people cry. All my shirts are

tear-soaked from consoling not just them but myself

as well.

Here's the thing, one-sided devotion may sound

honorable but it hurts like hell. The fact remains

that as long as each person tries to bite the

"forbidden fruit" it will remain out of their reach.

Ganun ang tao... kung humahabol ka umiiwas sila.

Every man and every woman follows the same set of

rules but each person considers him/herself unique.

You can nurse your feelings all you want or deny it

as if you are okay. But here's the truth, no matter

what you do, people will still feel and see your

pain, EXCEPT for the one who caused it.

Look into yourselves, and tell me in all honesty

that you have never hurt anyone in your entire life

whether on purpose or by accident. Then you'll

realize that what you are suffering from right now

is a universal fact. Something that time and time

again has baffled, killed, made and broke soooooooo

many men and women of different ages, intellect and

social standing.

We cry because we choose to cry. We put value in

things that others find useless and absurd. I cry

about things that my friends say is not worth it.

and yes, it is NOT worth it. yet I cry... Why?

because I chose to let it affect me. Just as others

have let other issues affect them.

We rant, act innocent and complain or give hints or

even pretend not to be hurt and then when people

react to that we feel like the world is against us.

We say "Leave Me Alone!" or "Tama na!" things we

never mean.

Many of you will deny this but I have lived my life

watching myself and others fooled and hurt by people

that I once thought were honorable. It hurts and

insults me that I excert effort to make sure

everyone is okay but my warnings and advice are

never heeded. I do not want these things for you but

that is not my choice.

Fine. We are all hurt once in a while, from things

we GOT OURSELVES INTO. I cared for so many people in

my life and I have seen them cry, give-up and move

on. In life there are two things, a story... and a

story with a lesson. Which one you choose is up to

you. All I know is when things get tough you can run

to me because although these idiots may not value

you, I DO coz I'm a friend, a brother and More.