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My devotion
My utter stupidity
My undying passion

Curses of the human heart
The enigma of my mind
Factors in my existence

Small joys
Big problems
Losses and rewards

Leaving me in limbo
In emotional discontent
Hate, Love, the gray areas

To go
To stay
To be undecided

Tears and fears
Smiles and encouragement
Selfish confusion

Where to go
What to do
Right or wrong?

Tie me up
Bounded and gagged
Never to live in this hell

Though I search for it
I hate it as well
This addiction of all and nothing