yabs

My heart bleeds
As you flirt and entertain
My soul grieves
As you did what you did

I had to leave
To follow my mind's wishes
To clear what is needed
To disregard my heart

I drove far away
In search of myself
I cried for a moment
No, even longer

I cared for you
And tried my best
Unlike all those bastards
That just want something else

Still you loved it
That I was in agony
In undying sorrow
This pathetic dismay

Heartless are you
The opposite of me
The only one I ever let in
Someone I actually cried for

So I left
To let you be you
Someone heartlessly brutal
Someone with a double standard

Who was I anyway?
You did not even notice I was gone
A person you took for granted
And hurt til this very day