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Just as I fell
Under the misleading truth
Just as I thought
I was ready to take my prize

Changes happened
Beyond my control
Yet within my line of sight
Complications, Questions, Doubts

Credited to my idiocy
My inadequate knowledge
Faced with pure mockery
From which my heart fails

All in potential love
Via disappointing responses
This failure of opportunity
Caused by playing safe

The job I wanted
Marred by inexperience
The love I aimed for
Halted by an unprepared heart