yabs

Lost between the light
In the shadows of words
The insincerity of human nature
In the conflict dishonor

Of forbidden thoughts
Laced with eagerness and fear
Unable to justify
Craving this insanity

Left to willfully sin
To languish in guilty pleasures
To quell a bitter emptiness
Rooted in the undying past

And be disappointed
With increasing magnitude
Day by cursed day
Pain on top of pain

Until my bed calls me home
From yet another day
Of losing who I am
And becoming who I'm not